The Path You Lead

Its in the human nature to complain. About Everything.
Especially life in general.

But when you think about the billions of people in the world is your life so bad?

You take things for granted.

-Clean Water
-A Bed
-Money
-Food
-Games
-Luxuries

Some people die without any of these things and some have been blessed with everything and everyone at their beck and call.

People pass and time passes so quickly that you don't spend time thinking about how short life is.

It is what you make it. And you shouldn't spend time complaining when you are so blessed to be where you currently stand.

Spare a thought that:

Your childhood may be grand compared to others

The Cracks In Our Foundations

My fingertips are holding onto the cracks in our foundations,
and I know that I should let go,
but I can't.
And every time we fight I know it's not right.

I have no idea where my heart lies
Where or with whom to exerpt all my trust.

What do i truly want or believe?

I've got to the state of growing up and trying to accept all fears and doubts
I don't want to be unhappy.

But i feel that sometimes my involvement in people's lives has impacted me emotionally.

And its making me feel too many downs.

I'd like to turn a different direction.

But with my heart and soul,trust and respect who can i trust?

Counting The Coppers

We live in a greedy little world that teaches every little boy and girl
To earn as much as they can possibly
then turn around and Spend it foolishly
We've created us a credit card mess
We spend the money that we don't possess
Our religion is to go and blow it all
So it's shoppin' every Sunday at the mall.

~Shania Twain

I've had an eyeopener.
Revelation.
Seen truth.
And im shocked.

The realization of how much I take for granted.
And how ive seen someone this past week from being so high to falling so low.
And i had no words to say. Nothing but the silence.

You never really know what happens behind closed doors.
Especially since someone could be stuck in their own home.
A prisoner to someone's wrath.
Afraid. Alone. Innocent.

Only in babies do you see the innocence in their eyes.
You don't automatically stereotype a baby. Do you?
No mother i think ever hopes for her child to be anything but.. inncocent

I've seen someone counting the coppers.
And giving people money generously when they are in need so much more.
But i repaid my debt and bought them a week's groceries,
With money "I'd turn around and spend foolishly"

Its really been put into perspective how big and bad this world really is.
And how every mothers newborn child

Could be anything but innocent

The Inbetweener.

Im stuck between choices.

And I have no road signs to lead me.

Stuck In The Middle.

With no idea where to go.

I don't know what i want and who to listen to.

No heart or head.

Im spiralling deep into searching.

Asking myself what i feel.

Its kinda a dream like state.

Where everything seems better in my head.

Im growing up and realizing that people always leave.

And that its hard to find trust.

People are still trying to know me.

& Im trying to let people in.

Do i do the right or the wrong thing.

Well...Lets begin.

How Do You Rekindle A Broken Romance?

How to know which life im leading.

Hard to know which road to take.

Right now my life seems to be broken

and theres no emotion i can fake.