Dreaming With A Deeper Meaning

Ive alot on my mind tonight. Hence. Two posts.

Dreams.

Yes The Sleepy Ones.

They have a deeper meaning apparently.

And ive been having a few awesome one's and others very sad.

Reduced me to tears utterly when thinking about them

I also got wondering about deja vu.

It scares me

To think that we already know whats going to happen just no idea when or where for that matter.

Its kinda creepy.

But if life is as good as some of my dreams..


Heck..


Im doin somethin right.

People Just..Pass You By

Im very suddenly getting the feeling that im like a ghost.

Constantly moving but not really being seen.

Aknowledged.

Ignored

Conversations have no meaning anymore as im just talking to a wall.

People never change

Old habits. Die hard.

Zebra's wont change their stripes

Deep in thought, Not really there.
I wonder why people don't care.
Wondering why they just stop and stare.
Sometimes I think it isn't fair.
They Look at me like some kind of freak,
Every time I go to speak.
They love to chat, they love to glisten,
but when it comes to me they just don't listen.
like I"m a ghost, like I'm the wind,
They ignore me like I was sinned.

Im a hardcore admitting pessimist.

I always seem to think there will be a day when people will leave.

And ill be back at square one. Sharing my thoughts with nothing but the wind and my dreams.

Learn,Take a chance to listen.

You never know whats going on in a persons mind while they're showing a smile

Or when they say something do they really mean it?

I wish i could read minds and stop being paranoid.

Because im sure sometime in life i'll burn bridges to others, Because eventhough i cant read minds and even when you don't realize, I know what you're thinking.

Grab Life With Both Hands.

Ever watched someone do something and its inspired you?

Like the first time you saw the moonwalk did you try and be like Micheal.
Or play the guitar like slash?

It spurs you on. Running after dreams. Could take seconds, minutes,hours,days,nights,months,fortnights,years but you still try.

And Determination leads you to success and no-one brings you down.

Because if thats where you wanna be then make it happen or live your life regretting what could have been.

You only have so much time in life so make your mark.

And you may just find your name while strolling along the hollywood walk of fame.


Peace Terri x

Flying Cars, Lightbulbs, Time Travel & A Robot Takeover

Do you really think for a second that years back people thought Thomas Edison or Einstein were the next gifts of scientfic research and that they would change life as it stood forever?

Or were they simply known then as the village idiots?

Guess we may never know but this has got me onto a slightly debatable topic..The future of the earth itself.

I'll try thing of a series of words related:

Apocolypse
Flying Cars
Time Travel
Teleportation
................ROBOT ARMIES. (My Favorite One) and slightly scary too.

But Really, With technology today there is a slightly scary thought that the world could be entirely ran by a robot army. And well we sort of bring it apon ourselves as we infact created the 'Beings' that they are.

Laugh If You Will..But..

2003-EveR-1

The world's second female android, can express human emotions and have a conversation in Korean and English

2006-EveR-2

is more advanced than its predecessor, and is the first android in the world to have the ability to sing

05 Mar 2009

First Robot Primary School Teacher, Tokyo Japan
Named Saya, she can speak different languages, carry out roll calls, set tasks and make facial expressions – including anger – thanks to 18 motors hidden behind her latex face.

January 19, 2010

First Robot Maid. Which can actually cook, clean and talk.

Standing over 4 feet tall and weighing 122 pounds, Mahru-Z (to the right in the image) has a human-like body including a rotating head, arms, legs and six fingers and is capable of “seeing” three dimensional objects and can recognize people and jobs that need to be done. It has the dexterity, for instance, to pick up a dirty shirt, throw it into a washing machine and push the buttons to get the laundry done,

May 17, 2010
Robot Marries Japanese couple.

"KITECH is currently developing EveR-3 and EveR-4, scheduled for release in 2010. The upgraded female androids are expected to walk, sing, dance, and have "substantially improved intelligence."

"A male version is also currently being developed."


See!, Granted the technology in Japan is way beyond the year of 2010 and may not reach Britain for another 5-10 years but still, It may just happen.

And ladies and gents you may just still be on this earth to see it all happen.

Im not gonna go all back to the future on you guy's but it makes me shudder slightly. Call me old fashioned but i prefer talking to living and breathing humans and not a man made creation.

But Who Knows what'll happen..We may just see marty mcfly scootin' about soon enough.

Peace & Cyber Hugs

Terri x

How Do You Differenciate Between The Wise Man And The Jester?

You've heard the expression of hearing someone before you see them but how do you differenciate between your groups of friends or family.

For example In School There's Always:

A Joker
The Nerds
The Popular Crowd Ect,

And Wherever you fit in, But have you actually stood back and looked at where you stand in people's lives and where you are in them.Sometimes this would niggle me and i never know where I stand in someone's mind and as i have gathered most people only want to rub into my affections when they want something, An aspect which i do not think is regarded as "Friendship".

I mean theres a reason things are left in the past and they didn't make it into your future.But even still you wonder how your path sometimes winds up how it does.

I wonder how we gain and lose freindship also. It's hard to try and figure someone out i mean when you are younger you're friends with everyone and it doesn't matter about looks or race.

We're all the same colour when you turn out the lights

The people that I surround myself with the most and spend my time with are the one's who i wonder who i'd be without them. The very few who care and ask you how you are and check out what you're thinking. Because when you're in a state of mind and routine, You can't get out of it no matter how you try but at least there's someone there to wean you out of it one step at a time.

This my friends is called the shoulder to cry on
& i have many of those in my circle of friends but only two who i confide the most in and have shared every thought with, For this I thank them both. Thank you for helping me gather the strength to approach another day when i feel i can't.

I find it hard to be in one place when i've spent too much time thinking so i love grabbing my coat and walking when no-one is around to talk to. I feel sometimes that this is mainly just "Walking Away" without actually attempting to solve what is bothering me. And beyond that it will gather a mountain of thoughts generated at bedtime, a time of rest for most, a photo album of memories for me.This is where my barrier of thought pursues my every movement until i can't possibly be thinking on the bright side of life when there's no such thing...And then it hits.

That. Thats my best friends. They have my back and i most definately have theirs 110%

They're a wall. All those thoughts and memories that are almost too stressful to re-watch in my mind. Poof. Melting away like an icepop in the desert heat.

This is when relief kicks in. When i think that theres no point in even breathing..BAM. They convince me that it gets better and i can love life again and i truly do no matter how many roller-coasters i go on and find it hard getting off.

No matter how hard i think it gets they help me through it.Appearance doesn't matter, It's inside that counts. No race or looks mumbo jumbo. Just who they are inside.

This is how ive figured out that they are forevermore in my Past, Present & Future. Because no matter the build up they catch you when you fall.

Thank you so much Peter & Wilson

Peace & Love

Terri x