Im 18..And Don't Know What Love Is.

I find it easier to sit and stare
Than push my limbs out towards you right there
My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes
As blue as oceans and as pure as skies

I believe that these lyrics couldn't be a better discription of my relationship with my boyfriend whom i love with all my heart and soul yet he will probobally never know, as nothing can put it into words.

I've never met someone so outpoken but yet so shy when it came to asking me out on a date or as his girlfriend for that matter, hence the lyrics. They are also from a popular snow patrol song Spitting Games his favorite band who i am taking him to see for his birthday. "As blue as oceans and as pure as skies" both our eyes are blue and he always comments about mine as they can change colour very quickly and his..well they're definately cat's eyes for sure.

I don't believe in love at first sight, I don't believe in judging by appearance and I do believe that however you fall in love with someone for who they are and not who you first percieved them or they're trying to be.

Im 18 and in no postition to try and preach about love and all the in's and out's of it all but im sure when i get married and hold my own child in my arms ill truly know what love is.

But for definate im sure that im not 'Lusting' at this precise moment in time because i don't know what i would do if something happened to peter (My Boyfriend) and i indeed feel protected and safe when im around him.

Im not going to be cheesy but I get a boost of happiness and slight butterflies when i see him after a long time of him being away. And i love the one liners and cute saying's he comes off with when its just me and him.

I spoil him a little too much so when he buys dinner i love to not have to pay, Its great! and its even better when he makes it from scratch. Especially the shepards pie he made on valintines day.

Life for me couldn't be better without family, friends and Pete.

This one's dedicated to you. 2 and a half years boyo and certainly more to come.

LOVE LIFE.
Peace
Terri x