Well Here It Goes..

My First Post On A Blog..Wow.

Im so new to this whole be honest and type what you feel thing so im gonna take a while to sorta get ajusted but yeah so far most of the time this week ive been moderately happy. I went to portaferry which is on the coast of Northern Ireland around an hour in the car away from where i live and i love spending time there with my boyfriend of two and a half years and his family. Then straight after i hate going home because i really don't know when i'll see him again. Im not going to be one of these girls who swoons over boys but at the same time when you share your time and memories with someone so close to you its hard to say goodbye and never know when you get to hug them and talk honestly to him/her again. Im not in one but id still like to think that it's sorta like a long distance relationship as i don't drive and neither does he..but he's learning.

Anyway thats pants.

I dyed my hair for the second time too hoping that somehow..I'd feel a tad better about myself and the most important person doesn't like it.

Thats also pants..

Arguements constantly

Mega pants...

But on the plus side ive took all the times where ive cried and laughed out loud and put it all into my one passion..Acting.


I hope that maybe someday i'll make an impact in the industry eventhough most of the time people look at it as a one way ticket to failure. Im determined to make it in this very crazy and ever-changing enviroment I live in. Its gonna be hard but yet nothings ever easy.

I'm coming towards the end of my reign as head girl in my school and it has most definately been a learning experience and one that i will most certainly learn from.
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I've learnt that im a pushover. I give in too easily and i let people walk all over me because i hate to see that people aren't satisfied by what i do. And most of the time im frightened to stand up to people because im always used to happy smiles and laughter but as the maroon 5 quote says:

"Its Not always rainbows and butterflies"

Well...My wee head's melted so im gonna listen to my ipod for a while and tune out and im never usually this gloomy..infact i kinda hate this feeling so im sleeping it off. Tell you what though..getting steamin' never seemed so good.


Peace and Love,


Terri x